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I got drunk alone again last night
I drank so much beer inside my room
when the beer did its job
I took shot after shot
I called Ali and let it all spill out
I recalled wanting to be killed
and the night I blacked out and took pills
I could hear the sound of her tears falling down
I used to laugh when people said
they wish so bad that they were dead
I used to think that shit was in their head
until Zach died
Silence can send you the coldest chills
sympathetic cries too faint to live
I'm in the aisle cheap enough to buy
suicide for just 5.95
I could end my life so cheap tonight,
it's a steal
I'm in the aisle cheap enough to buy
my suicide for just 5.95
I could end my life so cheap tonight
I could die and frankly I Just might
And mom,
I know this isn't what you want to hear
but this hasn't been my year
I love you more than I hate my fears
those things that keep me up in tears
and I know you love me more than I could ever know
cause all you do is let that show
your heart is something I don't think could grow
anymore cause it's as big as your soul
and I'll love you all to death for however long that takes.
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It looks like I'm out of hope
Matt, this party's a joke
what say I burn it down?
Cover her place in smoke...
I won't let her know,
No we'll just go
I'll turn my back on her
like she did me long ago
I see you're dating a real man
someone who hunts for the sport
you say you're glad? What a joke, you know
I know I know it's not serious at all
I know I know it's not my fault
I know I know you just wish we could talk
but we can't, we can't I know
Let's go to your room for a moment
I have something to say,
and when I'm finished talking
you can choose to go or stay
but every feeling that I spoke
later translated to notes
that Cole wrote on guitar
I wrote the fucking words alone
I said I'm supposed to be with you!
I said if you walk away we lose!
You know you know it's not serious at all
You'd say you'd say "It's not your fault"
You know you know I just wish we could talk
but we can't, we can't you know!
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If I gave you a gun and said finish the job
Say I cocked it for you, would you want to?
I'll get on my knees and you could close your eyes
I will smile wide and say goodbye
to mark the night for the first time
your actions speak stronger than words
I knew you'd be good with action verbs
You fucking bitch,
look what you did to me
I gave you every thing
I gave you all of me
it wasn't good enough?
You had to fuck it up
If I gave you a gun and said finish the job
if I cocked it for you, would you want to?
I know you would
you fucking bitch.
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Lizzy (FT. Lyv)
03:45
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Shit you could point your finger at me
and tell me that I'm unfair now
I'll understand completely
Know I'll try to work all my shit out
cause I love you so much that it hurts me
and it scares me real good cause we'll never be as good
as when I met you at sixteen
"Honey, you can't seem to see"
We fell in love so easily...
"I don't think it's meant to be"
I just think you don't believe in me enough
Still you can point the finger at me
and tell me it's not working out
but honey, don't give up on me
we'll make it out alive somehow...
I know it's over, I can see it by the look in your eyes
I know it's over, we've been here a thousand times
I know it's over, but I'm not ready to give up tonight
I know it's over, it's the only thing on my mind
cause when you met me at fifteen
"Honey, you can't seem to see"
You fell in love so easily
"I don't think it's meant to be"
I just think that you don't think hardly enough
"But when I met you at fifteen.."
You used to look right into me,
now you run from what should be...
"I'm just scared of what you see in us in love"
Oh well.
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Married (To a feelin)
02:33
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There are three different girls who have told me the same thing
"No matter what in the end we're getting married,
fuck what happens now and what has happened before
in the end you're that boy I will always adore
cause I'll always adore you"
So we drink and we laugh and they slip me a wink
that shy coy remark one does not have to speak
and we leave it at that leaving me left to think
that if words are just words I am fucking alone
so I drink to stay calm enough to wake upset
and I smoke to relieve myself of the stress
certain girls bring on me that won't give it a rest
and I'm trying to sleep but I'm too much a mess
and it's hard to pretend that your smile is real
when there's nothing to back up how you say you feel
but I guess I'll man up and do my best to deal
with someday I'll find someone worth my appeal
cause I'm fucking alone
I'm so fucking alone
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This is what I do
03:38
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Well I keep my hands in my pockets
and my heart on my sleeves
these cliche feelings feel much less than
they will ever mean
With your mouth on my neck
my eyes close and they dream
that moments a lifetime of reminders so sweet
and we play spin the bottle like we're in grade nine
till your lips press on mine and I can taste the wine
We walk in the yard and you strip off your clothes
You jump in the water so of course, I follow
with your finger guiding me I do what I am told
the water might be cold but this feeling is gold
now I'm dreading each second that will turn me to go
cause no matter how perfect you are,
you will get old
"You say you want love but each time you're presented
with the chance you just choke and lose sight of your reason"
and you lose sleep wondering why I left
I never meant to hurt you, it just happened I guess
I'm too good to be true,
I know you're shocked I'm through with you
cause you were so damn cute
but this is what I do
and I won't ever fall in love again
no I won't fall back down again
the only time I'll fall down is when
I am shit face fucking drunk
I'm too good to be true,
I know you're shocked I'm through with you
cause you're just so damn cute
but this is what I do
and I won't ever go down again
no I won't fall in love again
the only time I'll go down is when
It is on a girl.
That's it.
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Untitled
02:10
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We lit up our hearts with feelings thrown like darts
fiery and right on the mark,
Laying low in the dark we shed light over the park
with eyes that burned bright enough to be stars,
and it's her careful eyes that lighten my insides
and make me feel like falling in love's smart
and it's her heavy heart that makes me try hard
to work out all my shit, why run from art?
and I fall harder every day
it's the way you say my name
and I know I can't sing
but I'll sing you to sleep
and you'll find the beauty in this beast
and I know I'm not as cute as it gets
but to you that don't matter, it don't get better than me
and for you it's the same and your smile's to blame
for me waking up happier every day
See, I won't leave you or deceive you
I'll just breathe you and then dream you
only to find out I'm still awake
cause I don't want you, I just need you
I don't like you, I just love you
I know you feel the same way
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My Bad Mouth
00:47
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N0t In L0ve (C0ver)
03:34
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6/4/010 (closer)
04:40
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Oh my God, so here we go
we're gonna date again
and every thing that we both did
is now irrelevant
I hear your voice and I can tell you've changed
but I know you haven't much deep inside of me
and I don't want to do you right it just happens
you don't want to do me wrong so don't do it?
Are you in love with me? Do you care for
those opportunities that we may have in store
a string of happy songs that you help write
I don't wanna go back to screaming fuck life
cause I'm not fucking lonely,
I'm not fucking alone
and if you leave, there goes my friends
they tried to warn me but I love the deep end
drowning in your smile, in your laugh and in your fears
I just wanna make up for this fucked up year
and there's no room for love in me unless that love is you
cause there's no one that gets me quite the way you do
you're my neely, you're my album, you're the song I wrote
drunk and on pills, fighting sleep to finish off a quote
Sometimes I stare outside my window,
and I'll see you staring back. You're not there
but you're staring right at me.
Do you ever go through that same exact thing, honey?
and if you leave, there goes my friends
they tried to warn me but I love that fucking deep end
drowning in your smile, in your laugh and in your fears
I just wanna make up for this fucked up year
and no one's gonna love you quite like me
no one's gonna love me quite like you, Lizzy
you're my neely, you're my album, you're the song I wrote
drunk and on pills, fighting sleep to finish off a note
that's you.
and I think it's meant to be.
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