to my friends and family (Ft. Christine)

from elizabeth by Aria & Cole

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I got drunk alone again last night
I drank so much beer inside my room
when the beer did its job
I took shot after shot

I called Ali and let it all spill out
I recalled wanting to be killed
and the night I blacked out and took pills
I could hear the sound of her tears falling down

I used to laugh when people said
they wish so bad that they were dead
I used to think that shit was in their head
until Zach died

Silence can send you the coldest chills
sympathetic cries too faint to live
I'm in the aisle cheap enough to buy
suicide for just 5.95
I could end my life so cheap tonight,
it's a steal

I'm in the aisle cheap enough to buy
my suicide for just 5.95
I could end my life so cheap tonight
I could die and frankly I Just might

And mom,
I know this isn't what you want to hear
but this hasn't been my year
I love you more than I hate my fears
those things that keep me up in tears
and I know you love me more than I could ever know
cause all you do is let that show
your heart is something I don't think could grow
anymore cause it's as big as your soul

and I'll love you all to death for however long that takes.

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from elizabeth, track released February 4, 2011
additional female vocals done by the wonderful christine brown.

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